So recently, I've been feeling a little down and like nothing is worth it, but I realised that I really have to get my shit together. You know how sometimes you just have that realisation that some things will only happen once and that there is no use not doing anything because what's the worst that could happen? You could get humiliated. It's not a great feeling, but really, who actually cares? Not the people that matter, because they should stand by you, no matter what.